And the true meaning of life is....honesty

I struggled all morning with something to write about. Then I realized that I was falling into the trap of trying to please other people with my blog.
Not good....not good at all.
So I'm just going to write about what I'm feeling today.
And the mood for today is this...



I'm lonely.
I ache from feeling lonely today.

Sometimes when you're in the middle of the world with tons of friends and family, that's when you can feel the loneliest. As fast as things move, the people around you swirl like a tornado and you're stuck in the eye of the storm...in the quiet...all alone.

I don't know how it happens exactly but it does. And I know I'm not the only one who suffers from it.
We all have those days.

Sometimes I feel like an extension of everyone else. I struggle to reclaim my identity because I get so lost in others needs.
It just seems like everyone and everything else becomes more important and I end up trying to hold it all together...
And the hell of it is...everything thinks I'm holding it all together...



Umm....the reality is this....



I'm struggling...just like everyone else.

So sometimes it would be nice to be able to wrap someone else's arms around me and let somebody else be the strong one for a change.

I'm just lonely.

Here's hoping tomorrow will bring some comfort...